SPATIUM EST ABSOLUTUM!

kill___thedrama @ 2006-12-23T14:58:00

2006-12-23T19:59:52Z

actually, i made a new livejournal. i haven't even updated it yet. if you want to, add it?

taketoflight

kill___thedrama @ 2006-12-23T14:31:00

2006-12-23T19:51:46Z

i haven't updated my livejournal in about a year.

i wish my friends would just love each other again.

besides that, i'm happy.

no, not besides that. even if half of my friends hate each other, i'm still happy, because i love them all more than anything.

i hope that i can see cait today, and maybe we can exchange gifts?

kill___thedrama @ 2005-09-29T23:34:00

2005-09-30T03:34:23Z

can i just say, i miss wtw. or maybe i just miss the amount of people i love, being in something with me. i don't know.

i love fall♥

kill___thedrama @ 2005-08-26T11:00:00

2005-08-26T15:00:25Z

i guess i'll post my schedule, even though i probably won't have classes with anyone i like

watercolor - gohsman

government - burkey

pre-calculus - brown

C.A.D. 1 - schooley

physics - baylor

world mythology - melville

kill___thedrama @ 2005-04-25T14:12:00

2005-04-25T18:12:23Z

these are the only bands i want to see at warped tour...

The Academy Is...
The All-American Rejects
Fall Out Boy
From First to Last
Gym Class Heroes
Hidden In Plain View
Matchbook Romance
My American Heart
My Chemical Romance
Rufio
Saosin
Senses Fail
Something Corporate
The Starting Line
Thrice
Underoath
Yesterdays Rising

the thing i hate is that first, half of those bands probably won't be at the michigan warped tour, second, even if they are there is no way i can see all of them because too many good bands play at the same time.

so let me make another list of the bands that i have to see no matter what.

The Academy Is...
The All-American Rejects
Fall Out Boy
From First to Last
Gym Class Heroes
Hidden In Plain View
Matchbook Romance
~~My American Heart~~
My Chemical Romance
Rufio
Saosin
~~Senses Fail~~
Something Corporate
The Starting Line
Thrice
Underoath
Yesterdays Rising

so that wasn't much different.

so i didn't have school today. i got to sleep really late. brian and i were supposed to hang out today, but my parents decided to suck really bad and go up north, leaving me alone with my little brother to watch. maybe my grandma will come over later and let me go see liz for an hour. i don't know. i need a band. i love you.

kill___thedrama @ 2005-04-15T23:35:00

2005-04-16T03:35:06Z

i learned a couple of things about myself today.

1. i'm selfish.

2. i'm worthless.

3. i'm an asshole.

kill___thedrama @ 2005-04-15T16:42:00

2005-04-15T20:42:01Z

just so you know in advance, next sunday im going to see allisons hope at the internet cafe.

so those are my plans, i'm not changing them.

and by the way, i have the best girlfriend that i could ask for.

&i love her.

kill___thedrama @ 2005-04-07T17:05:00

2005-04-07T21:04:59Z

so my mom picked me up after the MEAPS, i did so horrible. oh, well. i came home and made myself breakfast, then i came up here and i've been singing all day. i've been singing a lot lately, too bad it's not doing anything to make my voice better. i'm so glad it's thursday, because i hate school. i love you. that's all.

kill___thedrama @ 2005-03-09T21:43:00

2005-03-10T02:43:23Z

i never update anymore. maybe i should. so i spent a little while making this layout today, i like it. this week has been hard, because i have like no homework, and for the first time in a while i'm not seeing liz that much, so i have NOTHING to do. i haven't been doing anything all week. i haven't been playing guitar really. this weekend is taste of chaos and fob, then next week is fftl &mbr.

i've been reading high fidelity like all week, and it's so much better than the movie. and i love the movie. i love john cusack.

i'm so sick of this weather. i just want spring/summer here. i'll be so happy.

so, i barely listen to music anymore. most of it makes me so mad/jealous/depressed that i just shut it off. i love music so much, but i can't take not being involved in music. i can't sing, i can't play, i can't do anything.

i can't do my homework. i know i probably won't have a good enough gpa to get into college, even by the end of next year. most people are worried about how they're going to pay for college, and i could care less, because my first concern is if i'll even get in. i'm sick of complaining to everyone. i'm sick of complaining to myself. i'm sick of me. it's not that i hate my life, it's just that sometimes i wish that i could go to sleep and not wake up for a few weeks. maybe in a few weeks things would change, maybe i would feel better about myself. probably not. but whether i did or not, atleast the weather would be a little nicer. i'm not depressed, i don't know what's wrong with me. i shouldn't feel like this. i have the best girlfriend anyone could ask for, i have the best friends anyone could ask for. i just don't feel like that's all i need, and i don't know what i DO need. i don't know if i feel sick because liz told me she does or if i really feel sick, but i do. she keeps telling me she's going to get the flu or something, but i don't think she will, and if she does then i'll get it too. more school i get to miss. i should probably just shut up before i make a stupid big post about my life, because i know that no one cares about all this stuff. i just needed to vent. i don't know what i vented really, but i guess it was nothing since i don't feel any better at all.

i love you, though.

kill___thedrama @ 2004-12-31T01:47:00

2004-12-31T06:49:12Z

OMGOMGOMG.

i love you.

and i love that we have matching layouts.

but i love you more.

im excited for tomorrow.

i love you so much.

kill___thedrama @ 2004-12-29T03:32:00

2004-12-29T08:37:42Z

we got off the phone half an hour ago, &you said you would call back if you couldn't sleep.

i know you won't call back. you're probably sleeping.

i wish you would call back.

kill___thedrama @ 2004-12-29T00:32:00

2004-12-29T05:32:26Z

i love you.